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my thoughts that i hide so long..
  Heh ~ Random picture in the train, bored so we took a picture. Gangster uh ?My well-known brother !! His hair had turned black already.. Mine ? Same ~ Nothing much happened today !! As expected because i slept nearly whole day !! I think my holidays will be the usual one like in the past. I will be like staying in U.S.A because i will be sleeping in the morning and afternoon and wake myself up when the sun sets. It means that Singapore's afternoon is U.S.A night so it will be my sleeping hours while the night will be my playing hours. LOLS !! My parents always told me this so i said i'm indeed staying in America now. ROFL ~~ Today post will be something special i think. Yesterday, heard something from someone and it was something that was ridiculous because it's something that i won't ever do in my life !! Know what ? ! Someone said i'm someone who always purposely send wrong smses to a girl that i'm interested, i admit i like her but so what ? This mean i will send her wrong smses purposely everyday ? Please la, if i send her wrong smses purposely, i also send till so obvious la ? Everyday ? You think i dumb ? I admit i sent her wrong smses not only once but more than thrice but do you all think that i'm someone who don't have other meaningful things to do in life than sent these wrong smses to people purposely. Let me explain to some of you out there why i will send these wrong smses to someone accidentally. Who don't know i have a lag phone ? It's not the phone fault as i put too many songs inside it that will make it lag and this was the main cause. Whenever i wanted to send a sms, i will rush myself and press the recipients. Sometime, i press the button and nothing happened so i spammed it but my phone was lag at that time so the sms will sent to the first contact in my contact in my list which was her. I admit it was my fault but didn't i said sorry for every wrong smses sent to you and don't you realise that the smses that you received was somehow random for you to read and understand ? It was because those smses weren't meant for you. If i want to send you by purpose. Why don't i send stuffs that you understand ? I know you could think that i send you those smses by purpose as you received a number of it but i'm here to tell you i did it accidentally all these time and now you won't receive any wrong smses sent by me already because i have somehow put one of my friends in the first in the contact list. The only thing now i can say to you is sorry for disturbing you with those wrong smses sent to you and hope you can understand why i will send those wrong smses accidentally but not purposely, read carefully ! How i hope to sms you everyday when i wake up from my sleep but i won't force you if you doesn't want, don't think i will even send you wrong smses purposely. That's not my way of doing stuffs. Trust me this time can ? To those who have sprout nonsense behind my back, better stop your nonsense now or else you will end up in a sorry state. Some of my friends knew this things already and they think it's super ridiculous and asked me to ask that person out to solve this but i said it's okay and just let it be !! They asked me who was it and i never say names out to them because i said to all of them it's okay, nothing much. This following sentence i said, i want all of you to tell me. I, Allan, never treat all of you good enough is it ? I treat all of you like one big family with no age limits, i admit sometime i will give you all attitude but you guys think i wants ? There's always something that you guys did will make me pissed and sometimes thinking back of my past will make me feel sad. You guys just don't understand me well, i try to understand all of you but no one care to understand me so let be it. You all think carefully, when you guys somehow give me some attitude, did i get angry or did i make you all feel worse. I try to make you all cheer up by cracking jokes with all of you, let you all have the good things. One big family is meant for good but now i think everyone think they are grown-ups so what ? Can fly alone already uh ? ! Don't need us already ? Well then, see how long you can persevere. I tell you all, you all just don't fully understand Shawn Goh. You all better don't do things that only a bastard will do to him or else i won't let you off. He is someone that you all must follow his steps when you all grow up, this is what we call brother. You all think call someone ' Brother ! ' is that easy uh ? I tell you all, all of you are wrong !! In my brother list, i can only can name some and some i rather put them in normal friends than best friends. I don't want to mention names here. Know why ? The acts by all of you.. What you did, people will definitely see and know what you are up to so don't need to hide from us. I have witnessed some of the unpleasant things happening between one another and i don't want to mention it already because it's over. Now i know being a good guy to everyone i know is not a logical thing to do because even best friends can backstab you anytime. Since some of you are behaving like this, i have no choice but to be a bad guy and this is not i wanted but you guys forced me. After the chalet, i will meet up with some of you out there lesser and lesser and sort of regretted inviting some of you to my chalet. To be a man, i cannot take back my words so who were invited, just come for it and after the 3days 2 nights. Scramed ~ I don't want to use any vulgars in my blog.. Maybe the age limit is a problem but i don't see why some of the younger peers communicate well with me. I have somehow lose faith in some of you out there. Lastly, wake up your ideas if you are still dreaming. Don't take things for granted and brothers are not scapegoats so don't even try to drag all the them when you get yourself into trouble outside or else i won't let you off easily. This will only make others hate you for life. No names were mentioned in this post, no offence though but if you think it's you then you are guilty so wake up your ideas.. Before i make this clean-break with some of you out there, take cares, i won't be there like before already.. I know for some of you, on your brother list, got my name or don't have my name aren't that important so let it be. I'm serious about this clean-break with you guys. That's all i wanted to say all of you. Those who have read this post, spread to others and ask them to read this so they will know what happened recently in between us. I won't be going down often already and if i got go down, i will slack with other company instead of you guys. Done :D:D Don't ask who am i referring, i leave this thing to you guys to think who am i referring.  |
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